When I first listened to this album I was expecting more of a BeerBongs & Bentleys/ Hollywood’s Bleeding vibe… so when there wasn’t some LOUD tracks I’ll admit I was disappointed. BUT- the more I listened to it, and the more podcasts/ interviews I watched and listened to what he had to say about the album, the process, the inspiration, the headspace he was in, the demons he was dealing with; It changed my perspective on it. I went back in with all this in mind and it honestly changed the whole FEEL of the album. Like if you think about it, and listen to what he has to say about how this album is him pouring his love, pain, and innermost feelings into it… we’ve all felt similar in ways. I think that’s why it speaks to me. He has a song/ vibe for every mood and this album hits a deeper string in my book. Add in that, with a few happier lighter songs? I love it. You always have good moods with the bad ones so why not make the music match? It’s like life can be bad, but the happier music in between highlights that it’s not always all bad.
I am so glad I went back in and gave this another try. I am a die hard for this awesome person, I am honestly impressed. Not what I expected AT ALL, and I have no idea how I went from that first impression to here, BUT- I am happy I’m here and love this album to pieces. Not to mention the bonus tracks? I don’t get why they weren’t put on in the first place but that extra boost I feel rounded out this album. Love you Austin! ❤️🦋