Ari, what the heck??? I know you don’t wanna be this little girl anymore- but there’s nothing wrong with not having every song on your album be explicit!! Your songs are DISGUSTING now.
You just want to fit in, but guess what- the world is always changing and their expectations are too. You’re never going to meet all of their standards, so be you and stop trying! Stop selling your body and singing purely about sex and how money fixes all your problems, cause it doesn’t and most people AREN'T millionaires like you. Jesus is the only way to get rid of your anxiety and depression. You don’t have to do all this for people to like you and buy your music and stay on top. They already love you for you and you have to stop trying to shock everyone with every single, because soon you are going to realize that you wasted your opportunity to make real music and real lyrics and help people. You’ll realize that you trashed your body and you’ll feel even more hollow than you do now. Be an example for people with mental health issues, and don’t just tell them that their solution money and sleeping with numerous people. Ugh! I’m SO disappointed. Please think about if this is what you want people to remember you as.
Also, I’m guessing you do not want young fans anymore, because this is toxic to anyone’s mind and beliefs, but especially to kids and young teens.